I, the Wanderer

“You know what, that girl asked me C mil gaya? All I could say was nahi, C ban gaya, and there the three of them stood laughing”. She chuckled, as I was telling her story about my recent visit to Jaipur due to official work. “Why are you so much into girls these days?” she asked. “It’s the weather”, I reasoned out, perfectly ready with the answer. “Last time I went to Jaipur, I was with these friends of mine and they asked us to go to Raj Mandir, I really thought Raj Mandir was a temple, but it’s actually a cinema hall”, she sat down as we agreed on taking another metro, since the one in front of us was too crowded. “I was on periods” she added. At first, it sounded to me like she was on periods and hence couldn’t go, because the body might not be at its best at those times (which usually my female friends tell) and with constant mood swings, energy is on a downward slope. But then something bothered me. ...

I have stayed home this weekend, probably finding sometime to think again what I have to do in future. All i think of is environment, environment and environment. I am disturbed with what's happening with mother nature and even more disturbed by continous growth of a specie called Homo Sapiens. I feel alienated, like i am not in the right body or form. Let's leave me for now and rather get on with these questions..... I Support Clean India Campaign (On Social media, not in daily life) I am not a fan of our PM, but the intent of keeping the country clean is laudable. Ok so my question to all followers and supporters of this campaign: - Are you doing something on your part daily to keep the country clean? - Do you talk of a plastic-free environment and buy Bottled water the moment you are on the outside, finish it off and throw it .....Congrats! you just added one more plastic to the environment! - Do you eat Potato Chips? Yes. You do it. Your family does it an...

It is a sincere apology to myself for not being able to make the most out of all the seconds, minutes, hours and days that have been gifted to me by divine powers. Celebration has taken a back stage. I have certainly given myself slow poison that has been consuming all the energy. It hangs in around like a snake, a snake that is venomonous like the viper as well as one that strangles like the python. I wonder whats going on inside. There is no drive , no push, no enlightment and no impulsiveness. Have I started taking life seriously? Have I killed the nomad? Am I ignoring the sage? Honestly, I have been dying to visit a place, travel and explore. Having lost lot of hopes of exploring places with a particular hand in mine, it is seemingly back to square one. It is true, even the closest ones show their real face when they find yours unappealing. That’s a drag, trusting someone blindly with nothing but pure belief. I should have been a devil, a relentless beast with nothing bu...

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   I don't really know from where or how should I start this? Its been quite frequently now that I have been missing blogging sessions and daily reporting of events and happenings of life (read them mishappenings) I have lost touch of my language for sure, that same tone where I could combine words of the world to form such complex sentences people could hardly understand. This year dint began pretty well either. An eye surgery, disturbed career prospects and separation from my own heart. The devil I knew found dark tunnels to hide his face inside me. Neither the angel I pretended to be could do any justice to humanity. Ignorance is not a total bliss, agreed.    I had a good amount of Holi-special drink (bhaang) yesterday. It was meant to be one day. A tryst with the ugly truth. A lie I am.    I began feeling a sensation in my feet after about 30 mins of consumption. My feet were pushing me forward, as if they wanted to run. I enjoyed that feeling. By ...

I am not sure how to start this. Right now, I am listening to Dance With the Devil by Breaking Benjamin. That song always gives me a sense of pride. I feel I am telling someone to fear me, not to make an eye contact with me, almost like a warning. Anyway, I had one of the worst experiences of life today. I lost my wallet. Yes, I did. Its one of the worst experiences of life since the manner in which I lost it sounded pathetic. I came home from Delhi, changed clothes and began searching where I kept it. I somehow forgot about it, ignoring my fears, thought I had kept it upstairs while dressing and left home again for later search-for the wallet. I somewhat forgot about it when i came back since I was engrossed on phone with the special one and then with a friend. Lets come to the point. Finally, back home i realized i was searching for my wallet. I messed up every little corner of the almirah, threw away my Guitar, turned every box upside down, pushed my quilt, searched all pockets a...

  Mohali match witnessed the Indian PM sitting beside Pakistani PM watching a match that was really exciting to watch (the match).An invite was sent by our dear'o'dear PM to Pakistani High Commission to attend the match and so they did.And after the match, the same old talks of friendship started as it was something very new.A country that is democratically corrupt itself is going to have friendship with a country that is on the verge of self destruction.Even thing about it, is such a drag.   Kasab, a person who went on a killing spree, is being served as a King of some sorts. He is served whatever food he demands while the citizens of this country are paying for him through taxes.Isnt that video footage we have is a full proof of what that creep has done.He was supoosed to be hanged the moment he did that, and yet, our slow moving system keeps him alive, and well.   I am not sure where things are moving right now. The presence of our PM has been irritating me lately....

Oh damn! Religionists are back again With their sharp intellects and innovations.Now they want a piece of cake to relish their growing appetites.Their respective faiths are more to them then their own conscience.The two parties involved have been on war since the time of their births.Hate has always been their best friend and their best weapon too.Now they want their land back.But its not at all surprising anyway.One must have been sleeping since years until it realized it has lost something and one must have been drooling around thinking its all his.They are no ones but Hindus and Muslims, respectively. So here they are, fighting for their Gods, lands, statues, cemetries, boundary walls and their respective places of worship. Even though some of them have given up the topic sensing its not worth fighting for, most of them are still running their heads like bullet trains.They dont care they are getting aged, they dont care India still is an under developed country, they dont care for...

It has been simply a quick month, it has passed like nothing.I am not sure where I am. I wake up in the mornings in my own bed and just after 2 hours i realize I am in New Delhi. While teachers are speaking out their wisdom, I am usually lost. Lot of times I have been questioned regarding the topic being taught and everytime its the same expression I carry,"Ummm...Ummm." Sometimes Barinder prompts and sometimes Aditi, just to save me from being asked to leave. Its been Fuccha all the way (and some other personal thoughts) that have started giving me some clarity of vision. So "yes mam/sir" during attendance is only for my physical presence as mentally, I am absent. Anyway, its been 7 months since i joined FB and its been hard for me to convince myself of any reason. Firstly, i was a hell lot confused how to use it. So I outsourced my confusions to Nikker who, as usual, never complained. She rather laughed when she heard my password. So my account settings are stil...

Sometimes its just a pleasure to know Something about yourself that you are, a CRACK watching eagles roaming around, & sleeping in a park for an hour. All these days i have found nothing weird, probably nothing even to sell,. My legs dont work of zero motivation And words come like "thwat the thell"   Today, I woke up to get that project hard bounded, went to the same place DU where I spent my graduation time, saw no one because actually wanted no one. I gave those pages at 11 am and he asked me to come back to fetch them at 3. I had nothing to do. I have been coughing since two weeks now, feels like an old man of 90 years who is just not sure if is there is a leech on his head, just keeps scratching it all the time. Anyway, I found a park somewhere in HUDSON LINES, sat there, laid down and slept. That was it. It was as if I had no one in this world, no place to go, just that sky to rest under.The feeling of a sage, so relieving was it. Somet...

Its been quite a while i havent written anything sensible,its just been me,me and me since a few days now.That wasnt supposed to me the reason behind my blog but what can i do,this world seems to have become my puppet. Anyways,its pretty hard to define media these days,especially the TV media.Not a single news channel is bringing forth a real news.I usually dont get to see TV much because my family is more interested in watching virtual comedies like chhoti bahu,moti bahu,etc.And whenever they watch that "Agle janam mohe...uhh too long" i wonder whether they wanted girls rather ended up having two duffers (me and bro).Ok ok lets not get back to gender bashing and the same boy vs girl debate.Back to business. Sania vs Shoiab(Spelling??) marriage has been a BREAKING NEWS for quite a while now.Usually i am watching IPL by the time my MAMA comes home and he asks me to switch onto news.And its also been quite a while he has been carrying the same expression of "PAAGAL HO GYE ...

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"YES SON....ITS TIME....HIS POINT IS CLEAR." exclaimed King Barbatus.He was amazed at this brilliant idea but he wasnt sure how wud it be executed.There seemed a lot of ambiguity and restlessness in his mind.He wanted a revenge but this idea not only blew him off but fired his imagery too.He was knocked off and embarassed facing his own court,by the thought that why didnt this idea came to him ever before but from a low level door gaurd of his.He was red with the thought.But the excitement of taking a revenge faded these thoughts away.He clinched his fists,made a V sign with his fingers and grunted,"WE SHALL OVERCOME".Nothing stops him now. Earlier,when the court was summoned,the top minister of King Barbatus,Lord Visayan Warty,rose up in disgust."WHY WITH US?WHY ONLY US.IS IT OUR FAULT WE WERE BORN LIKE THIS?" "WHAT HAPPENED OH NOBLE Lord?"asked King Barbatus. "WHY ARE WE MOCKED THIS WAY?JUST BECAUSE WE WERE BORN LIKE THIS?"asked the e...

Man...will this country ever learn????.....will we look at our ownselves someday and stop criticizing the one who criticizes....???? Answer me someone.....just bcoz he is outspoken,he criticizes, condemns, DAMNS the system openly...is it right to retaliate everytime he speaks???.....wether it was the CATTLE CLASS statement, or the VISA RULES statement....and the JAWAHARLAL NEHRU statement.......he has always got a sour eye of INDIANS.....nobody seems to understand that guy has lived in a foreign country for some part of his life and knows what he is speaking....but this country's people....my fav one liner....they are such a DRAAAG!! If someone speaks for the profit of this country.....we start blaming him of being unpatriotic....senseless....silly.....and yeah....the end result is we throw that person out by not electing him again....WOW.....grief struck country....!!!Just because he included the word "COW" means the whole HINDU community raised a hue and cry....HEY BHAG...

Lets make fun of something......ummm........ummmm.....Duronto Express....Yeahhh!!Gr8.....so here i begin......Duronto or Turonto Or Turant Or Toranto Or ToToTo Express was launched by respected Rail Minister Ms Mamta Bannerjee with/without much fanfare...hehe....I have a few qstions... Q.1) What was the philosophy behind launching such a train that would keep on running continously without realizing that the food in the train would run out??? Q.2) Who choose the color of the train??........Wtf?? Q.3 Was Ms R.M. sure they wont ram into other trains??...the ones who stop do ram...how can these be not vulnerable?? Q.4)And are we not supposed to give our trains a more nationalistic name than neing regionists?? I have a grudge against the Rail Ministers.....not only Ms.Banerjee but Mr.Yadav too....yaar why do you guys focus only on your region's needs more than the whole country's??....Whole lotta trains coming in from Bihar and now Bengali Trains....wait.....its good to help your r...

This is what orkut had to say when i played that bday quiz in the year.....ummm.....2527 B.C. " Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical. " Thanx 2 every single frnd who wasted time to calld,smsd,orkutted to wish me something i have ,lately, not been understanding.....!!!! Bawa gifted me a tortoise,not exactly the one Shiva broke but close to it And i gifted myself a 30Rs Shave.....WHAT.....30Rs???.......i ll neva go thr again,to spend 30Rs on smthing that ll cum after 3 days repeatedly.....What a waste... Home got new geyser....its my bday....nd home's getting gifts....Sheh!! I was so peacefully...

Lately i have seen many people who think the EXTREMISTS did it for our country and not you....may be they are right in a way...but still.....if u hadnt been there....they wouldnt have got irritated....and did it!! Theres something in you that no matter how many critiques take birth...the whole world knows and respects MAHATMA GANDHI....... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FATHER OF THE NATION... No more words......silence can say it all

WHEW....kites again.....its been 3 days i have been flying kites nd all 3 of 'em got stuck at poles or homes....what a drag. 15 aug has been the same everytym...i dont spend a single penny but i always end up with kites in my kitty....nd i always save the "LOOTED" kites for next year....lolz. Theres more fun in catching kites....उडाने से ज्यादा पतंग लूटने में मज़ा है....i swear....when u fly a kite u stay at one place....but while catching u are all over the neighborhood.....jumping over roofs of nearby houses,avoiding their dogs,avoiding screaming aunties nd suspicious uncles nd then coming back home with ur prized possesion is the greatest feat one can achieve....nd added attractions are the cuts nd bruises courtesy the pointed glasses over the walls (people put them there for thieves).....nd this work is real fun......BELIEVE IT!! I love doing this...nd just bcoz i like doing this i wait for 15 aug so that i can get as many kites i can..."LOOTS". This time i h...

M out of my mind...these newspapers....Uhhh!..waking up in the morning and looking at 2 men kissing each other on lips...its such a drag. I mean...why is it the front page news....even if it is...why is it so that pics like these are published and that too at the front page..??? A common man gets up in the morning fresh as anything...welcomes a brand new day with arms wide open...goes to relieve himself.....brushes his teeth....nd just when he is about to drink milk...he opens the bloody HT nd finds this.....YUCK! I was almost at the brink of vomitting....EWWW that looks aweful..cut that someone..!! Are these newspaper guys senseless??....m so much filled with contempt...its so ugly...horrific...that gay thing! I dont understand one thing....how can a man get inclined to a man physically....i mean these GAYS say they have a diff sexual inclination...n they tell their parents..nd they get kicked in the butt...nd all that stuff..its sickening...how can such a thing exist within a man?? A...