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I know nobody's going to read this ne way..but still i m writing to relieve myself.
These 2 days have been quite confusing..........filled with mixed feeling regarding the marriage of my ex...
first,when i heard this knews........i was feeling so overjoyed..........i was actually laughing...i donno at whom..............myself or her..
she is one of the most honest nd modest people i came across...she was with me when i was just a leftover....................leftover of myself
she changed me............toady what i am....my looks......from head to toe she made me realize how good looking i could be.......nd see waht i did to her
i left her........
nd blamed her for all this................nd today when i m writing this...........she would be sittin along with her husband at her wedding..........
i am sorry priyanka...............i never knew how to love..........i m responsible for whats happening to u today
i destroyed ur dreams........that u saw............wanting me beside you
i m here without you baby...............i donno what made me do this.
i donno when i ll see u agn........but i wish for once i can talk to u again.........at least have ur company beside me again.............at least u can gimme ur frienship if not ur hands........
I cud never create that feeling.....the sense of belonging to anyone
so i ran away.............never to think of u once.......nd today when u r going to start a new life..........i m out of the finishing line...............
m sorry............sorry to u..........nd sorry to me too
i have done this to everyone.....including u nd kate too.............i took ur affection for granted..........i just hurt......nd today this is hurting me
best of life sweety..........u deserved a person better than me
may he be the one.............m sure he will love u.......
byeeee buggi

Comments

  1. UnknownFebruary 2, 2009 at 10:31 AM

    I didn't know that you have this side of your personality too i.e senti hona
    I think right now you need a settled and more meaningful relationship
    btw hum jaise friends to hai hi :)

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 2, 2009 at 2:44 PM

    hey u did a good job,every one has soft corner for love. and u hit a nail on right position. i want to indulge with more information, y don't u move the story by molding the text towards ur school days.I know that is also intresting, put ur expression to it.

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  3. modestFebruary 6, 2009 at 8:57 PM

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