To The Best Friend

Hey!rmbr me??..m ur best friend..huh??..no??..yes??
Its ur birthday today too...my best frnd's bday...nd my fav wrestler's bday...2 bdays in one day...cool!
So where are u right nw???..i cant find u in here..where are u??
U were only one best frnd i had...only one...i cudnt make anyone my best frnd after u..either they had their best friend already...or they were just not interested in me...they were not u...they were just not like u.
u used to come home whenva i used to stand 1st in the class...ur parents alwys gifted me something for doing that...rmrbr u gave me magnetic fishes...i kept them with all the toys i had....
Rmbr we used to have tongue fights when we were little kids...nd u used to stand by me whenva there was a fight in the class...nd i used to come to ur home nd eat breakfast...nd then we would play with ur scooter nd car...nd i never learnt how to pedal that scooter of urs..rmrbr that??..we always sat 2gether until our teacher forcibly seperated us..because we talked a lot...i was the topper of the class nd u were my best frnd...nd u used to lie to me that u lost that eye bcoz of an accident...why did u lied??...wasnt it hard on u to keep that secret??
Then we all got seperated after 4th...i had a very short stay in "A section"....my mom took me back to "F section" nd i was left alone without u....everyone had their pair of best fnz but i....alone in that class...i ws just a little kid...a 4th class kid...nd i missed u everyday...nd hated u were in that section...bcoz i was alone.
But still we visited each other...i cudnt sit with u agn in the class yet we used to have lunch together...nd till 8th our frnship lingered somehow...but then u got busy with others...i was totally alone...my own best frnd left me...u knw the whole group had a pair..nikhil-samir,sumit-atul,guneet-paras...my whole grp was made up of pairs of best frnz...but not me...u stopped giving me time...
But still...u were my best frnd...u still are...
Nd then,after a long time i met aunty while we were giving 10th boards...she told me u were sick but u managed the exams well...u scored more than me when results came out...i was delighted.
Our meetings got fewer...u were always busy with ur frnz...nd i was alwys running after u but u were too fast...but u were my best frnd...how cud have i let u go so easily??
Nd then finally i caught u during 12th boards...we sat together again but on my bike this time...it wasnt ur scooter i neva learnt to pedal....it was my bike...u were on it...nd i took u to ur home...rmrbr??....how fast i drove...no i drove slowly...
Nd then i saw ur new home..nd saw Mansi didi too...ur elder sister...didi grew too...she was painting something nd cudnt recognize me...nd then i laid down on ur bed...talked backstreet boys...talked of my list of to-be-gfs...nd u were surprised i was so naughty...i use to be studious...u cudnt believe it....did u??
Nd then i left...i said i ll cum again...but i backed down...i never did...
Nd then u faded away for some years until that ORKUT made u find me...i was so happy to see ur frnd rqst...nd then we talked agn...nd then i called u nd u said u had an operation...nd i told u everything wud be fine...nd u were treated out of that bloody cancer u had...u became fine...sucessful operation...
Nd then,after a few months,i called again posing as a girl...nd when u learnt that it was me...u laughed...but u said u had a call in waiting...nd u ll call me back....u never did..
Nd then when i heard of u again...u died...that new cancer again...a different one this time...it took u away...my only best frnd was no more...
U lied about that eye...u lost it out of cancer in class 3rd...u lied to me
Nd u died...u wudnt have thought about me once...i ran after u all the time...nd u punished me....u died...
I had no face that day...i had no tears coming out...i was blank...i looked up in the night sky...nd i went out of home....found puneet outside nd got a hug from him when i told him about u...it was the end of it...i lost the race...u won buddy...u won.
Its been 2 years...nd i still look up the sky whenevr i am with my special ones...donno why i look up...dont u make me look up???....u make me do it everytime...yes i knw...u make me do it...
I miss u...nd i knw u are there with me...
Happy Birthday....my best friend....a very Happy Birthday...
I search u everywhere....nd believe it!....someday we will celebrate this day together...i have my tears today...but its pretty hard for me to cry...i donno why but they are refusing to fall down...they are there but not falling....may be u dont want me to cry...let me bro...let me...it will lighten my heart...its too heavy these days...let me cry...
Dear Manan Dhanwantry...
R.I.P.

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